Your Picture

I’m looking at your picture,
trying to figure out the future.
Are you the one to hold on to?
The one that I always love and care,
willing to share.
My past and present life is open for you,
these I’m willing to share with you.
The question is simple,
the future that will come for us,
are we both in this and holding on?
I believe so, cause I simple know that I love you..

I’m looking at your picture,
trying to figure out why I love you the way I do.
Must be that pretty smile of yours,
or only that big brown eyes that makes me smile,
there are many ways that I find you beautiful
All of that will make me smile the present and the future
now I almost figured out why I feel about you the way I do
that my smile is staying for a while
that our relationship as it is now makes me hopeful
hoping that this last for a long time like I’m always yours

I have your face in my memory,
Now I can think of you where ever I am.
still figuring out the road ahead of us,
even though I think of all the fine things about you.
that really sweet girl you are for me
what you mean to me just being there for me
giving the thoughts that I’m happy with you
knowing that you want to be with me just the way I am
I’m willing to give the best of me to you
makes my feeling for you even growing more
willing for this relationship to grow..


I have your memory in my heart
knowing the way of this path
only I don’t know where this will go
but in time this will be known
I do hope this all is worth our time
but my feeling confers me on these thoughts
my feelings for you that say how it’s suppose to go
that we give each other everything we can
that everything turns into plan
that us can be together loving each other..

My heart is filled with believe in you
Knowing now that I fall for you
falling in love with you is all that I need to know
each day this will grow
my feelings for you gives me the feeling of happiness
happy having you near me to hold you
that warm feeling when you give me that little kiss
that means more to me than all these words I wrote on this
I hope I’m worth it for you being my girlfriend
that we have a long road to go without an end.

Wonderful

Enjoy the day like today
look around every time when you’re outside
See the people smiling while they are walking down the street
see how they glow when the find someone to meet
Notice that they put everything aside
see how they enjoy a day like today
Isn’t this feeling incredible
the sight of people enjoying the day
is just a wonderful sight..

You and You alone

You arrived in my mind at first sight
lovely to see in your eyes so bright
At that moment I can’t imagine that you would be mine

Still I wonder in my dreams that this could be
that you were going to be interested in me
but how could that be with a girl like you with class

Needed to be inventive with brighter ideas you’d have seen
being the guy you’d like to see
but why should I as you should be interested in the person I am

I know that I was interested in you
in you as a being you are and the glance you bring along
you were meant for me, for that I wasn’t wrong

But this is in the past and we focus on the present
That your focus is on me..
and my focus is on you.. and on you alone

Re-Living

I was hurt before in the past
should forget about the past but it’s hard to do
re-living the past isn’t  something you should do

Living in the present time makes that difficult
can’t compare the past with as I know today
somehow I can’t see any other way

Someway it makes me feel protected
keeping people on distance
so that the past can’t repeat itself

Over time I should outrun the past
let people come closer without pushing them away
figured out that this is even more difficult

Difficult to see there action and reactions to another
to me this shouldn’t be any bother
but as the past shown me this one way or the other

One that there is nothing to see more then there is to see
the other is that somehow this can counter back to me
that I’m back in the past, re-lived by me in this present day

First time

Your first feelings for a woman
everything disappears but only her
Your first date
nothing is better just being with the other
Your first kiss
Feeling like the world stops spinning
Your first making love with your beloved
the meaning of life has come to you
Your first child
there is nothing else you love more

If you don’t know the feeling or meaning
Don’t worry, there is a first time for anything

Smile

Do you know that you make me smile?
not only for a while
but every time when I have you in my eye
Even when you give me a glare
my smile is one you can’t compare
your beautiful eyes  is the cause to all of this
something I hope that I never have to miss
You’re sweet and all but I’ve come to see after a while
Your eyes is what make me smile

Miss you..

Last night I thought of you
simply because I spoke of you
I said what you meant for me
and thought that this wasn’t meant to be

Last night I thought of you
still wondering if this is really true
that you’re not around in my life
I thought I wouldn’t survive

Last night I thought of you
realize how much I miss you
I believed that we would never be apart
and that I know you have always a place in my heart

Now I’m thinking of you again
what I am feeling now, I can explain
from the heart I’m telling is true
I really miss you.

Who would I be?

Now that I know the truth,
who am I without you?
Probably no one I suppose,
where would I be and the end,
guessing that no one knows.
Think it’s time I quit to pretend.
realize this is all a spoof.
Facing this alone makes me realize,
that I need to find a compromise.
Facing this alone I come to see
sadly enough it’s the truth
without you… who would I be?

Force of Habit

We all have a heart that gives love to another
On a level based on trust for the other
giving and taking is what trust succeed
no matter the base of the trust
we all have to adjust

When this trust has been broken
and the matter cannot be unspoken
whatever the cause or deed
whenever we fail to succeed

We build a wall for our protection
It’s not by choice.. It’s a force of habit

You and I

I see you
I hear you
I feel you
Only I can’t be with you…

I care for you
I fight for you
I kill for you
Still I can’t be with you…

I want to be with you
I want to be loved by you
I want to be cared of by you
But it’s better that I’m not with you…